My grandparents are getting OLD, OLD,OLD. So my grandma has been planning all these things for a couple of months, like a bucket list. She was going to go on her first cruise this Feb, but now she can’t since the money should be saved for my grandpa’s chemo and my mom reimbursing me for the emergency $310 plane ticket I just bought for her. It’s all quite sad. I wish my mother knew how to handle money better and that I can get that money back by the 1st of next month, otherwise I don’t know how I’m going to make rent next month.
It’s all fun and dandy having an on-campus job, but sometimes you just need to work during those breaks, you know?
PS. Paper Heart wasn’t that great.
PSS. You know how you finally get some extra money and decided to spend it on yourself for once? Like buying your first brand new pair of shoes in 5 years? Or buying all those essentials you’ve always wanted and not feel guilty because you earned the right to spend it? But something always comes up and you feel like a loser for spending those few extra $$$,even though they were yours to spend in the first place. Going back to return some items tomorrow, even though it feels like death—or more like that nasty fluoride shit from the dentist.
